i write from my heart, based on what and how i feel..not to impress others, but to satisfy myself

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

its my little world

i live in a small world of my own. A handful of good friends which also includes my family and my dear partner. as far as i could remember, i have always have this little world surrounding me...i'm not good in making friends and even worse in getting attached in a relationship. because of my nature, people tend to take me as an icy cold, ignorant of what going on around me. well, the truth is, i'm just scared of all the people around me, and i prefer staying close of what i believe wont make me shrink.

a small world of my own also includes those cute furry little animals. i used to think that pets are better friends compared to people, because cats dont talk back, they dont make me cry and most importantly, they love me sincerely and i know it. but then, i met some very good people who changed my view of life.

in my little world, i also created some dreams of what and who to be included in my life. my idealistic side normally tells me to live like those in romantic vampire novels while my practical side, tells me to WAKE UP!!but then, itz ok, coz its my little world..my little secret world.

nothing thrills me even more than being able to find someone who can share my views and thoughts..i seldom speak up, because some may take me wrong and say things like i'm being radical. i love sharing ideas, thoughts and even arguments, i simply dont know why it gives me so much satisfaction..maybe because i gain something new in the end...

and finally, i think my little world is better now with a little help from my little firefly...only He knows how i feel lucky to have someone who can help me think straight and most importantly, share my views and thoughts in many aspects; from daily life till philosophy...

i love my little world...
itz little, but itz my little happy world

Saturday, September 4, 2010

racism, politik dan agama di facebook T_T

firstly, i would like to stress here, this post is an opinion or maybe more accurately described as outcome of what i've seen in fb lately..this has nothing to do with politic or whatsoever...

i am quite observant of how some current issues effect the flow of "pages" in facebook. starting with the principal giving "racist statements", yang mane aku sendiri dikenalkn thru fb (thru my sis actually) yg tnjuk gambar police report regarding the matter made by a student. secara jujur, my first respond was, macam mane seorg cikgu boleh ckp mcm ni??pelajar 2 amanah guru, wajib kita ni mengajar tanpa sebarang prejudism tak kire la ape latar belakang pelajar 2, warna kulit, bangsa apatah lg agama. but that was it la...xde further comment da..sbb kl kite buat salah, xkire la kite ni sape, kt pay for what we did...

 then i saw, pages and pages being created in fb...ade plak bkait dgn politik, kaitkan dgn racism, ade page sokong, ade page kutuk....admin siap pesan 2, jgn kaitkn dgn isu bangsa mahupun agama..tp komen-komen yg aku nampak, nauzubillah, sama naik....xkire ape bangse, same je maki2, hina2...pelik, sejak bile islam halalkn kt hina org lain?n sejak bile budaya kt ni ade warna2 memaki dan menghina??

bile mencuri, org akn kene hukum....xde pn nk kene kait dgn bangsa...so, i observed..tgk jela kn...xde pn rase nk sibuk2 kat wall k ape..juz bace, tgk flow...tp bile pndang statement hina agama, xtau la rasa tersentuh sgt...sebak rs hati bile isu agama jadi mainan emosi...saya xpernah hina org agama lain, sbb kl org lain hina agama saya, saya marah...i'm not trying to act innocent, or berlagak suci...tapi, agama 2 kn isu sensitif..i'm done with comments yg mengutuk sesama sendiri....tolonglah bukak mata..

we live in a multi-racial country...kt ada mcm2 bangsa..the only way we can live together is by respecting one another. EARN RESPECT bukan dgn memaki o merendahkan org lain...i'm not being racist..i am a walking proof of anti-racism, my bloodlines include both indian and malay blood..so my xtra xtended family ada macam2 bangsa.....jd jgn accuse saya being racist when i speak out my mind.

hanya kerana saya cintakan bangsa saya, bukan bermaksud saya ULTRA-MELAYU
hanya kerana saya sayang agama saya, bukan bermaksud saya FANATIK AGAMA
hanya kerana saya ada pegangan sendiri, bukan bermaksud saya BERKIBLATKAN POLITIK
saya cuma seorang rakyat MALAYSIA yang beragama Islam

untuk maju, kita x boleh sekadar tuding jari, maki memaki, cakap bercakap tanpa sebarang tindakan..we have to wake up and strive. bak kata Hang Tuah,

"takkan Melayu hilang di dunia"

tapi, kalau kita tak belajar berdikari dan majukan diri, tak mustahil kita hilang di tanah kita sendiri...akhlak, ilmu dan akhlak kene seiring...

p/s: untuk renungan

kerana link inilah saya menulis...jgn kerana salah seorg, habis semua disalahkan, habis isu agama dikaitkan...mungkin ade akn berkata, bnde yg xjelas..tp pd aku, utk hidup bersama, kt kene avoid some of OUR nation's taboo words. :)